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While this lil’ town is heaving brains, binding my heart to concrete chests
How can I smile at dust which outlines shapes from the past?
But this parking lot has fucking drowned in all the stoppers we’ve uncorked.
Annihilation of everything that hasn’t left a mark.
My subconscious is the one that recognizes what lasts.
I’ve never saved my mind. I’ll never save my mind.
What’s really worth? Who really knows?
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You know, these eyes weigh like boulders.
Nighttime worries cloud my mornings, I thought she could be my hawser. Some nights ago we sank in a stranger’s bed
and in the darkest hours she stole my angst by inhaling my breath.
9 a.m. light showed me that I cared.
She hid her chest in white blankets and in apologies that won’t mend my constant headache. I drink myself to sleep so I can somehow leave, embracing the fog in this city’s atmosphere.
How can I trust your words? Do I really deserve something better? When you’re used to bad luck it’s easy to find yourself safe under ladders.
We're living disgraces, I thought I needed someone to need this place.
besides I’m soaked, feeling my way through four miles of rain all alone,
still buried between apartment listings and phone calls.
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Things
02:12
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Afraid to leave my skin, I’m still too comfortable stuck in it.
I barely know I’m here, dazed by your breathe.
Hiding in a place where I don’t belong,
I plan the escape from this insane maze.
Just to attend my own crime scene.
Hide me from my crime scene!
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I’ve come to terms with my old self:
nothing stood still when I left.
It’s hard but nothing faints,everything changes.
The daily apathy I felt won’t be fed by bottles of deterrents or loose ends no more.
but there’s something that still keeps me awake, in the gloom of this stranger’s flat:
I had a breakdown on a late train last week
and I told you I feel guilty for being here.
And I made myself a promise, it’s about not letting myself dull my mind all alone.
And I made myself a promise, it’s about not letting myself dull my mind all alone.
I saw her cry from the train window, I cannot lie, I felt invisible.
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